Have Your Way!

We sang this song in church this morning, and it has always been one of my favorites.  But this morning, it had an all new meaning with my beta coming up tomorrow.  I just love how it expresses my hearts desire.

Also, another of my wall hangings that I love as a reminder.  No matter what answer we receive tomorrow from my beta, no matter what emotions I will be feeling, I will try to remember that God's answers are wiser than our prayers.

On a more optimistic note, I have been feeling a lot of symptoms that lead me to believe I am pregnant.  I have been more tired lately and very shaky and weak if I don't eat small snacks regularly.  I have never been pregnant, so I don't know what to feel, but....the following has left me optimistic...




9DP5DT

I had two $ store HPTs on hand and couldn't resist the urge to test.  Since some were getting BFPs online  at 6dp5dt, I tested on Tuesday.  It resulted in a BFN and I knew it was too early.  I also looked at it later that day and there was nothing there.  Well, then I decided to use the other one on 9dp5dt (Friday) being a full 14 dpo or the day a "period would be missed".  After the quick movement across, I didn't see anything so I was bummed and threw it way.  (Honestly, in my five years of infertility, I didn't test much knowing it was a waste of money since I RARELY went a day past the normal 28 day cycle.  So I don't have much experience with these things.)  Well, a couple hours later, before I headed off to work, I decided to pull it out of the trash to look at it one more time.  And I saw this...there was a light line at the T.  I was cautiously optimistic, although I had heard of evaporation lines.  So I decided to pick up some FRER tests while was I getting groceries that day. (By the way there is a $2 off coupon for them on their website.)

So on Saturday or 10dp5dt, when I woke up at the typical (as of lately) 5am bladder elimination, I tested again.  And this is what I got...


10DP5DT

 Little did I realize until I did some Goo.gling later that morning that a faint positive is a BFP.  So hubby and I are still cautiously optimistic, but looking forward to our beta tomorrow. God's answers are wiser than our prayers...