2nd Beta

849!! Our HCG number has more than doubled at almost exactly 48 hours. We are praising God from whom all blessings flow!  Ultrasound dates are going to be at 6 weeks or Oct. 15th and at 9 weeks or Nov. 5th.

May I be honest right now?  I am more than happy about our pregnancy, but my heart is still hurting for all those that have had negative betas or their period to arrive again.  I feel like I shouldn't be on this side of the fence or "cottage" as Lacie so eloquently puts it.  I have been infertile for 5 1/2 years of trying.  I thought I would never get to experience a pregnancy.  I am so grateful for the gift of life we have been given by God and by the donors.  I am going to do my best to enjoy every day of this pregnancy and not worry (extremely hard to not do).  I feel so humbled and inadequate.  I pray we will be used for God's glory.